I've not had internet passage since a week before my birthday...so I had tons of DA mail when i got back...I did something extreamly stupid....I clicked clear all thinking it would only clear one page...like clicked i afater I had looked at a page of 100 deviations..it cleared all 768 deviations I had!!!


God I'm really retarded! And i an't seem to type very well..then again i am using my mum's computer and key pad here and ehr keys are extreamly small and crammed together! Which i hate cuz it makes typing very hard and i hit two keys at once half of the time!








Anyways other news...I'm 16 now! YAY!!11!! so yeah..I have a boyfriend that is 20 years old and my mum has let him move into our house. He has his own room so u perverts don't get too carried away here!

He's ttly hott and he should be illegal...thougbh my friends don't think he's hott...who cares what they think!!?? He's hott and smart and loving and cares about me and my family and can handle littel kids and my mother and me with my lash back attacks.


Which is good because they happen often now.

See I had a bad ..really bad child hood. from age 2-8..or 7 years...and then I moved in with my mum. Well my mind decided to block those memories so I can't remember anything that happened which is good because some really bad shit happened. But I have flashback attacks and when they hit it's worser hat the worst horror film in the world.

I go into shock and usually can't respond to anytong. or I curl up and scream or cry or I hurt myself or others. So yeah. Really bad when this shit happens.


On top of that I took a week off of school about 8 weeks before school ends....smart..but ttly fun!

I went to New jersy (I live in Missouri and have never been out of state 'cept to go to kansas city and to kansas speedway) So it was tly awsm! I went to new York and got a bad head ach from all the smog and never want to return. great sights badd air.

So yeah...I think that's all..........

Anyone got any comments or questions or just wanna post something..go ahead.

yah wanna debate or call me names go ahead. i love argueing and debateing. Calle me a anem I'll be cheerfull and you nevwer know what will happen.

Oh for my brithday my boyfriend kiddnapped me and took me to columbia where we met up with my mum and a few friends. ttly surprise there. Was attacked by everyone and my boyfriend's driving almost killed me. Had ttl fun at the mall and came home to FOOD!!! Then went over to a X-froends house to staye the night and ended up coming home. I hate that bitch! She almost ruined everything!

Then I left my boyfriends ring that he gave me to wear on a chain around my neck at her house cuz I don't wear it when i sleep..and went to go get it and she had it around her neck! That bitch wouldn't give it back.

anyways that's all.



EDIT!!!

Rules:
1 -Post these rules
2 -Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their
journal
3 -At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 friends/people and post
their icons on the same journal
4 -Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them


So yeah here I go

1) I hate pink
2) i LOVE READING WRITING ANIME MANGE AND LEARNIGN LANGUAGES
3) I can't type worth a damn on this keyboard
4) I have 9 siblings total I live with 3 haven't seen 5 in 7 years and 1 is in Australia. They range from a few monthes old to 15 years old.
5) I can fit into any social catagory (prep, goth, emo, jock, ect/etc) because my personality changes millions of times in one day
6) I hate cdhain mails but can't stop them going
7) I'm going to be a junior in highschool next year (11th grade)
8) I have 2 small lizards and 2 albine russion dwarf hamsters.

I tag